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Journal Entry: Mon Jul 19, 2010, 8:42 PM





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I feel as though I have been cursed with an incredible knack for erasing all of the important information that is on my computer.  I've lost track of the number of times it has happened now, has to be about three or four.  Either way it's sort of getting ridiculous, and ridiculously upsetting.  It's not that I'm opposed to new things, or change or whatever, but I'm opposed to all of my in-progress artwork that I hadn't had a chance to move to my external drive being gone.  It's very disheartening.  =(

And since it was even my fault this time, it makes it even more frustrating.  But it doesn't sting nearly as badly as it did the first time all of my files were erased and I had no backup.  I think I cried. :giggle:

Oh well.  It's not the end of the world.  I'll just... not be experimenting on my laptop until I do a bit more research.  Too risky. :P

  • Listening to: Muse
  • Reading: Ring
  • Drinking: Water


Journal Entry: Mon Jul 12, 2010, 6:27 PM





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I'm headed to Hersheypark tomorrow! :woohoo:  But it's meant to thunderstorm the day we get there, and I'll be really upset if it rains. :worry:    

I spent about a year being completely uninspired and frustrated (art-wise), or not having the time to work on any personal projects.  Now, it seems like I've gone the complete opposite direction and I've got too many ideas and I can't keep them all straight.  It's better than being uninspired though, at least I've got something to be excited about. :dummy:

  • Listening to: Nocturne
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
  • Drinking: Iced Tea

Super Powers

Journal Entry: Sat May 15, 2010, 2:08 PM
  • Watching: Saw
  • Drinking: Coca Cola

You know that feeling where there are a lot of people around but you feel totally alone, or when you're hanging out with your friends and every time you try and say something they just keep talking and don't listen?

I think that's one of the worst feelings in the world.  :invisible:

I would never want invisibility to be my super power, if I was even capable of having one, because I think it's so easy to feel like that anyway.  And it hurts.

Now, telekinesis has definite potential to be awesome. :dummy:

Finals Week

Journal Entry: Thu May 13, 2010, 11:07 AM

It's That Time of year.  Finals week.  Not my favorite, but hey.  At least it means that summer vacation is here, at least for a few weeks for me since I decided to take on a summer class in the hopes of graduating at least fairly soon.

I've been incredibly stressed out, but at least I'm getting through it.  After all, I've had worse times...

Until next time. :#1:


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  • Watching: Dexter
  • Drinking: water


Journal Entry: Sun Sep 6, 2009, 7:46 PM

So, school started again.  I'm seriously tired of college, and I wish like hell I was graduating on schedule.  Alas, that is not the case.  I've been to three different colleges now, and I think I've lost about half the credits I earned while I was there, and I set myself back two years.  It's kind of pathetic.

Honestly, I wouldn't mind it so much if college wasn't so damn expensive.

On a completely unrelated topic, I am very displeased about the fact that there is a skunk living outside my apartment.  It makes walking around outside after dark very dangerous.  :shakefist:


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  • Listening to: bugs
  • Watching: the skunk
  • Drinking: sunkist


Journal Entry: Sat Jul 25, 2009, 11:03 PM

This summer is strange for me.  I feel like I should be able to make art, but instead I feel like I'm being overloaded with inspiration, and instead of being able to complete any of my projects, I just get stuck with nothing.

I suppose it will work itself out eventually. :hmm:


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  • Listening to: diablo swing orchestra
  • Watching: star trek
No more pencils
No more books
No more teacher's dirty looks

Out for summer
Out till fall
We might not go back at all

I haven't had any time for art lately because of school and it's been driving me nuts.  I'm so relieved that school is over.  There's one (or two..) last hurdle(s) in that arena, and then I'll truly be relieved.

In other news, I busted my ankle, so I have lots of time for art now. :w00t:

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  • Listening to: you
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  • Watching: commercials
I'm so overwhelmed right now.  I have so much to do, and so little time to do it in.  I feel like I'm watching my life fall apart in front of me. =(

I know what everyone says, I should "do" something about it, and I've been trying to hold it together, I've been trying for years, but the people around me don't want me to hold it together.  Nobody understands me. :shrug:

I'm stuck.  And I hate it.  

And the people around me love it when I'm stuck.  They feed off of it.

And I hate them.

*end rant*

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